im sad, really sad, super disappointed that we're not like how how we used to. coming from me, from the bottom of my heart, i miss the times we used to have together. i will do antyhing, all that it takes for us to be like how we used to be like in the past, where we always laughed and shared times together. i never thought i would every cry for my friends, but here i am. but you guys told me that i was wrong. i didnt thought that i could cry for you guys. im so proud of you boys that you've all thought about your future, have plans to study and work, earn some cash, be independent. im really proud of that. but dont stay away from me this way. because my heart is so broken to be away from you boys. when i looked through our photos in the past, i smile to myself. if i had just one last wish, it would be to bring us all back to where we came from together, like we how we used to be last time. but it doesnt mean me have to get drunk or toxicated every time. just the happiness. cause whenever im around you guys, you guys complete me. just that you guys dont know. maybe i sound gay to you guys, but this is what i call friends, this is what i call family. this is what i really feel. dont let it be because of other people, we, become strangers. i hope you guys are reading this.
from the guy who has never took concern about this blog.