Ouh ! Our Way Of living ; yeah !

Thursday, August 20, 2009

// 3:20 AM

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

// 4:46 AM

im sad, really sad, super disappointed that we're not like how how we used to. coming from me, from the bottom of my heart, i miss the times we used to have together. i will do antyhing, all that it takes for us to be like how we used to be like in the past, where we always laughed and shared times together. i never thought i would every cry for my friends, but here i am. but you guys told me that i was wrong. i didnt thought that i could cry for you guys. im so proud of you boys that you've all thought about your future, have plans to study and work, earn some cash, be independent. im really proud of that. but dont stay away from me this way. because my heart is so broken to be away from you boys. when i looked through our photos in the past, i smile to myself. if i had just one last wish, it would be to bring us all back to where we came from together, like we how we used to be last time. but it doesnt mean me have to get drunk or toxicated every time. just the happiness. cause whenever im around you guys, you guys complete me. just that you guys dont know. maybe i sound gay to you guys, but this is what i call friends, this is what i call family. this is what i really feel. dont let it be because of other people, we, become strangers. i hope you guys are reading this.

from the guy who has never took concern about this blog.

Friday, June 19, 2009

// 2:44 PM

Life have been good for us recently, problem solve!. Happy family once again! Anyway, Aza is serving his national service for the time being. Now's his in tekong for his confiment training. We miss ya brew, hope to see ya soon. "Wednesday kappa?" nyahaha. Everyone's busy working nowdays, we'll get to mit only on sat and maybe sun. Let's gather guys! Today is another Saturday Night Fever! There's a saying (org gila jek kerja on sat!) till then, update soon aite!

Labels: We Want Aza.

Friday, May 1, 2009

haiz // 4:34 AM

To Whoever it may concern,

why must u say "how long more i can be with you ?"
I just dont know whats wrong with you.
Okay maybe its my fault, this relationship is just about my ego, anger and sellfishness! All about ME, ME , Me and ME !
and neveer abt you .

Ive realised that , seriously. ive TRIED hard to change, BUT did you realised that ?
NO ! u only see the other side of me. You never given me the confidence . and how am i going to change ? all you know is to put the blame on me .

what i could say is that if you cant endure the ups and down. and as u said ive always make u cry. iam ready to let u go if that could make u happy. as i cant give you the happiness that ever wanted in this relationship all this while.

really disappointed .

Sunday, April 26, 2009

What's happening to our familia ? // 11:54 PM

Hatred, Backstabbing and Misunderstanding recently appeared in our family's life. Sometimes i just wanna make things right and be like what we used to be. Seriously, i missed the old times, when we gathered together, enjoying being drunked,drugged and many more! C'mon laa! If there's somethings wrong with one another talked things out? Stop being egoistic! When will this shitty misunderstanding ends? no idea! Hope things will be better after this post. Btw it's for the girls too aite!

I Love You Guys So Much!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

1702 // 2:52 PM

Nursyairah,

how could i be so harsh on you ? even if i hurt u alot throughout our relationship , i hope the love towards me will never fade. I realised that ive been such a bad bf that Cant give you the happiness that u ever wanted. cant give you the smile but only tears on the cheek.

But baby i want you to know that you're the stars that shine my empty sky, you fully filled the empty space in my heart. your smile really makes my day. You're the dream girl that ive always ever wanted.

Baby im sorry if i keep hurting you Over and over again, iam really sorry.

I LOVE YOU BABY

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

....IMAGINE...part 2 // 7:57 AM

as u know in a story theres chapter..chapter 1 end lets start part 2 or can i say CHAPTER 2..the story still goes on

still the same thing happening shit as usual..lol..as we scene boys getting drunk every weekend but as u see your surrounding theres girls that's so called attractive u got the attention to ask but lol..theres this boundary of u even ask them..haha..shit as fuck as u can say..haha..well..me ex bedae was today wish her but still not happy on hw we are communicating as her bf kept her in cage lol..well i do miss her but as we said life cant be all along our way which could be so silly if that happens otherwise ppl would ease through life easily..right????

got me 1st paid which was interesting as we bought our air suci..lol..man im going to hell..HAHAHHAHA..as mates were high as fucked while sipping on gin and juice..hahaha..but things goes well till a cunt wana have a go with me bro coz of a chick..but is all sweet now..hopefully..met some old mates which havent saw them for ages coz like we said da ade moto eh..ilang uh die dgn moto die skali..LOL LOL LOL..

well..me..Ezra halkin n the boys are really living our life as we go which we would'nt know till when we could last getting toxicated every weekend..lol..ezra halkin gona look for a girl no doubt..fuck the misery think of the hapiness..i swear to god man..is gona happend sooner or later aye..

TILL NOW MY FRIENDS Till my next post..u do take it EASY AYE..XOXOXOXOXOX